© Michael Brill 2008
How many of you
believe there is an answer for everything? Raise you hands. Don’t be bashful,
no one is looking. OK. How many of you
believe that if you had the “answers” your life would be sooo much easier?
Raise your hands again. Looks like we have a club forming. We already have the
answers; their encoded in our names and our birth date and can be deciphered
using the science of numerology.
Cosmic Numerology
& Quantum Numbers, a system I’ve been developing since 1985, can provide an
answer for every personal question using a matrix of numbers (called numeric daisy chains) that can show the
reason for a specific act or impulse and the relationship between our choices
and their consequences, be they positive or negative. Cosmic Numerology provides what the Ego
seeks, comforting answers along with “soulutions” to life’s challenges.
Numbers and
letters represent the codes of creation.
Cosmic Numerology views these codes as being generated by conscious
choice.
Using the letters of your name and the numbers of your birthday,
Cosmic Numerology interprets the emotional
and psychological characteristics you chose to experience and demonstrate in
this lifetime, the experiences that will activate them, and the soulutions to your life’s
challenges.
Cosmic Numerology
is the study of the patterns associated with the numbers and letters that make
up our potential realities. Whether it’s
a name, an illness or disease, a behavior pattern, a thought, a feeling, or an
emotion, they all have one thing in common; they symbolize the
interrelationships of the energies and events that affect our daily lives. The
interpretation of patterns also includes health issues, emotions, feelings,
relationships, family dynamics, addresses, business cycles, food choices, even
food cravings.
So, how can
numbers be a salve for the Ego? First,
allow me to define Ego. E-G-O stands for Easing God Out. Our ego is our
physical self along with our feelings and emotions, from love to fear. Where
does the Ego come from? There’s an article on my website www.awakener.com that explains this in detail. Here’s the
short version:
In between lifetimes
we do a life review with the god energy.
As part of this review we look at what we’ve accomplished, completed,
avoided, didn’t finish, or couldn’t release. After the review we decide what we
want to experience in our upcoming life. We select the letters of our name, the
numbers for our birthday, the country we will live in, and our birth or
adoptive families. Knowing that we are coming to the end of one astrologic
cycle of 26,000 years and about to start a “New Age” of 26,000 years, we
consciously chose to finish whatever we haven’t completed in the last 26,000
years. We want to enter this new age as
clear as possible. We know this will be
a very intense life and to be certain that we can do it, we checked our “grace”
bankbook and found we have more than enough grace to succeed.
At this point we
begin to extend out from Source and the celestial planes and move toward the
third dimension and Earth. At some point
along this transition, the Ego “wakes up” looks around and sees it’s alone in
infinite space. The Ego becomes frightened, it asks itself: “Why am I alone?
Why is it dark? Where is everyone? Am I
being punished? Am I not loveable? a feeling of being alone and abandoned seeps
through the Ego. A nano second before the Ego can reorient itself to its true
identity, it’s born. The first thing
done is the cutting of the umbilical cord.
At which point the Ego says, “Hold it right there bucko’s, I’m not going
to be abandoned again.”
At this point two
behavior patterns emerge. One is a pattern
of co-dependency made up of clingers, enablers, and doers; people that do
things to be loved. The other pattern is
one of control, doing for or not doing for others, but not allowing other’s to
do for them, because they are seen as irresponsible, unreliable, not
trustworthy. All of us slush back and forth between these extremes like water
in a tube. The only way to break old patterns is to have the courage to do what
you love. Not so easy when you have
daily interactions with the “button pushers” in your family, at work, and in
relationships.
Back to numbers
as a salve for the ego.
Have you ever
been so scared you reached out to be hugged? Maybe it was a thunder storm,
or shadows of monsters on the wall, or
strange noises at night. What you wanted in that instant was a hug. A hug says
you are not alone, you have not been abandoned.
A hug is similar to a salve being applied to an injury or hurt, it
provides comfort and nurturing. The
Encarta Dictionary defines a salve as “something calming; something that eases
pain or anxiety.” What better salve to apply to the wounds of the Ego than a
salve composed of the life plan it co-wrote with the Soul prior to their
arrival, with all options laid out as well as a guarantee of success. Because
of the Ego’s built in abandonment issues (read Abandonment Issues article),
it usually leads a reactive life rather than a proactive life as it does things
to either be loved or to maintain control.
Our ultimate goal
in this 3rd dimension is to integrate our spiritual soul-Self with
our physical ego-Self and live the life we planned with Spirit. One of the ways the Soul/Ego plan is revealed
is through numerology. Numbers are the
salve for the Ego’s abandonment issues.
The more answers
the Ego uncovers, the more its abandonment issues subside. At some point, it realizes it was never
abandoned by Creation but consciously chose to come here as a co-Creator. Creation is about unlimited potential and
possibilities coming into form. As co-Creators’ our lives have unlimited
potential and unlimited possibilities; we have the power to consciously create
the lives we desire by knowing our numbers and their patterns.
Following are
some examples of applying a numeric salve to the Ego using a combination of
Cosmic Numerology, quantum numbers, and gematria (an ancient cabalistic art
that interprets the symbolic meaning of words and symbols.)
This is the
standard numerology chart for converting letters into their numeric equivalent.
1 2 3
4 5 6 7 8 9
A B C D E F G H I
J K L M N O PQ R
S T U V W X Y Z
The Achievement
Number is the most important number in a chart as it determines our life
challenges and their soulutions. It is determined by adding you moth and day
of birth together and reducing the sum to a single digit. For example, a birthday of May 13 would be
converted to the 5th month and 13th day. Add 5+13. The
sum is 18. Add 1+8=9. The Achievement Number is 9.
Achievement Number of 5
(Issues Involving Change And Movement)
Why did I
crave a juicy hamburger
and milkshake for
lunch?
587 494 9 39145 1
13937 814239759 154
493218125 669 33538
Total for all letters is 219/12/3 with a 1
challenge and a 5 soulution. This individual wants freedom but has some
difficulty with spontaneity (5) due to uncertainty (3) and lack of confidence
(1). The meal represented an impulsive
decision to do something different (5) and not be concerned about what others
may think (1 challenge). To become more
spontaneous, the daisy chain shows that this individual needs to become a
positive 3 via the following pattern:
3 1 5 5 9 4 8 2 6 7 2
8 3
(The superscripted (small) numbers represent the challenge and the full
size numbers represent the soulution.)
Be more sociable
and indulge in some luxuries (3) by becoming more confident (1) which can lead
to more spontaneity and self-confidence (5) reinforced by doing things they
love (9) and letting go of control (4) because they have stepped into their power
by remembering the knowledge, wisdom, and expertise they’ve acquired over
lifetimes (8). They are no longer co-dependent (2) but can become mentors
(rather than martyrs) (6), if they can let go of their abandonment issues (7)
by remembering and living a partnership (2) with Spirit. This partnership will
eliminate frustrations over money, recognition, success, and finances IF they
are consciously willing to become their true Self (8). The ultimate result is a
positive 3 that emanates the joy of being here now. A positive 3 is also
curious seeking new experiences which is what the 5 Achievement Number is all
about, be in the moment, know that all things are transitory, and that all we
ever have is the moment.
Achievement Number of 8 (Issues
Involving Power, Money, And Status)
I have a tilted sacrum making
it difficult to
walk for long.
9 8145 1
293254 113934 412957
92 496603332 26
5132 669 3657
Total of all letters is 215/8 8/9 with an 8 challenge and a 9
soulution (8/9).
Daisy chain soulution: 8891256452378
This individual
is literally having difficulty moving forward and stepping into their power (8)
because they are overly flexible (5) in meeting the requests of others (2) due to
low self-confidence (1). A negative 8 pattern stuffs their personal power down to their 1st
and 2nd chakra’s in the pelvic region. Physics states, that the more
energy is squeezed together, the more heat is generated. In women especially, this can lead to health
issues in the pelvic area. The 9 soulution says, stop doing to be loved and
start doing what you love.
The salve for the
Ego’s self-anxiety is provided by a numeric daisy chain that shows them how to
change their behavior pattern and self-empower themselves.
8 8 9 1 2 5 6 4 5 2 3 7 8
(The superscripted (small) numbers represent the challenge and the full
size numbers represent the soulution.)