What Is Going On?!
© Michael Brill 2004
Have the first 6
months of this year been the most intense 6 months of your life? Was the first quarter so intense you couldn’t
catch your breath? Are you in the midst of
trying to decide on a course of action concerning your relationships, career,
health, finances, real estate, or some other personal area? I’m willing to bet that the answer to all of
the above questions is . . . YES!
What is happening
planet-wide is a continuation from last year when we realized that the life we
were leading was not the life we had envisioned and decided to reinvent
ourselves. If we truly worked on
ourselves, the last quarter of 2003 saw an improvement in our lives. If we didn’t do “the personal work,” the last
quarter brought a flu like illness or other upper
respiratory or sinus problems.
The global
pattern for 2004 is making life changing decisions without knowing what the
outcome will be. There is no “Plan B”
this year. Our faith is being
tested. For the first time in our lives
we can not predict or imagine the outcome of a decision. We need to trust what feels right . . .
whether that feeling of rightness comes from your gut or your heart it is your
soul speaking to you. Listen and obey
your higher Self; it will guide you to the next level of enlightenment. It already knows that the outcome will be
positive.
If the decision
is “head” based we will intellectualize, rationalize, or justify what we are
about to do. Head based decisions are
fear based decisions. A fear based
decision will not bring us happiness; it will bring us frustration and
disappointment.
If you want some
help in making this decision, you may want to read the article on my website (www.awakener.com) entitled “How
To Make The Right Decision.”
If you are making
“head based” decisions it is because you have not integrated your soul and ego
with your essence. In this case ego is
not psychological but physical. Its main
responsibility is to be a repository for the soul and assist it in completing
its third dimensional mission. The ego
generates our feelings and emotions and gives movement to the physical
body.
More often than
not, the soul ignores the ego. It feels
its divineness and wants to reconnect
with Source. It believes that the ego
holds it back and therefore tries to ignore ego based feelings and
emotions. This attitude drives a wedge
between the ego and the soul. I can best
explain this by drawing you a picture. We’ve all seen the cartoon where a dog is
enticed to chase another animal and just as it is about to catch it, the dog
reaches the end of its leash and is suddenly jerked backwards. The same situation applies to us. We commit ourselves to the spiritual path and
pursue it with determination and single minded focus. Everything seems to fall into place when all
of a sudden, we are jerked backward.
Stunned at the sudden change we question Spirit about why this
happened. We are confused, even angry;
haven’t we been doing everything required of us? Yes we have, but we neglected
an important aspect of our Self . . . our ego.
It was the ego that jerked on the chain to remind the soul that this is
a partnership and that the ego will no longer be ignored.
How do we get our
soul and ego to work together? Try this
exercise: find a quiet place where you
will not be disturbed by others or by the sounds of electrical devices. Sit down and close your eyes. Slowly inhale through your nose for the count
of 5. Hold this breath for a count of 5
then slowly exhale through your lips for the count of 5. Repeat this 3 times. When you feel relaxed, visualize being inside
your head. As a third party, acknowledge
the presence of the ego and then recognize the presence of the soul. Speaking to both at the same time, invite
them to join in a dialog about their relationship. Mentally project them out of your head and
into a space where they can sit across from each other. Now direct them to speak with each other and
reach a solution that will allow them to work as a team. While they are doing this, you watch as a
third party. Once they reach a solution,
thank them for their hard work and invite both back into your mental space
where the three of you meld into a single entity. This new Self will have the courage to make
decisions that will enable it to evolve to its highest potential.
For more
information contact Michael through email numbers@awakener.com